I am so fucked… just totaled my car on benzos.

So i completely blacked out on Bromazolam and decided to drive my car. I hit a car and got a DUI. Woke up in a jail cell. I don’t remember any of it at all. My car is totaled and I have 3 charges now. I never thought this would happen to me I was always “responsible” with benzos but fuck. I had. clean record now at 24 I got a DUI i hate my life