i’m tired of trying

it’s so hard to find somebody. i went out on a date with someone a couple days ago and i genuinely thought that we were compatible. like, we had a lot of things in common. turns out that they didn’t feel any romantic connection on the date. i’m just so done. i’m tired of trying to find someone, thinking things are going well, only to be let down. it’s so frustrating. i know that im lovable but god, it really feels like im not. i just, i honestly don’t know what’s wrong with me anymore. that’s all i can think of at this rate. what’s wrong with me? bc im the only common denominator in all of this so what’s wrong with me?

anyways, this is honestly just a rant into the void but idk, kind words would be nice but i don’t expect them