Hating myself today

I screamed at my 2.5 year old multiple times this morning. I simply hate myself and my life and it’s not her fault. I feel horrible because my children deserve so much better than me.

I don’t want my kids and want to be left alone. My husband is away on business and I have a sitter here to watch them while I sit in my bedroom crying about how much I hate myself and my inability to be a good mom.

I want to say a big fuck you to my ungrateful life and ruining it with two children.