Advice needed: husband and I are of two different opinions about me covering one of my tattoos

My husband and I have been going back and forth for a few years now about a tattoo I have on my hip. It's a feather that measures about 17cm long and 3,5cm at the widest part. It was a bit of an impulse tattoo when I got it (we weren't together at this time) because I'd been raped and felt I needed to express myself. Now it just serves as a constant reminder of a time in my life I was really low and depressed. Today, I'm in a much better headspace and want it gone.

My husband thinks I should just laser it off. If I did that, it'd take multiple sessions because the tattoo is quite large and dark. He says he'd rather spend the money on that than a new tattoo since he doesn't particularly like them but also that it's my body and he won't stop me from doing it. I can't help but feel bad about it when I know it upsets him despite how much I want it covered.

We've had this conversation so many times that we just keep circling back to, 'I'll think some more about it'. Ad nauseum.

Has anyone here ever been in this situation? If so, what'd you end up doing? Any advice would be greatly appreciated.